Saturday, April 19, 2014

Creepy Laughter & Brain Food For Thought

So I am sitting here writing this entry and I hear Muffin who is sleeping start laughing all evil like a hheheeheeeeeeehummm and then he is now snoring. He's cute when he's sleeping but that creeped the shit out of me!

Yesterday I went to get my brain MRI and the whole time I just kept my eyes closed for about 25 mins and tried to enjoy the ride. I couldn't stop shaking for some reason I felt like I was in a zombie movie and the loud sounds the MRI made sounded like old school zombie music. Ever saw the 1978 "Dawn of the Dead"? Yeah, sounds crazy until you get a scan, you will realize what your deepest thought is. And mine was zombies wants my brains lol. Well, I hope we will find out what is causing the headaches and short term memory. It could be recovery or Cushing's persisting. But I hope there is a solution.
Just close your eyes and count to 1000


For some reason I feel inspired lately. It seems as though life is agreeing with me more. I am pretty sure life has not changed for me, but perhaps I've changed alot without realizing it. Even though sad stuff has happened, I feel like the duck flapping it's wings and moving on. I really think it had something to do with Cushing's. I know it did. As the quote simply says, "Pain changes people." I am glad to feel a sense of peace. Though I am going through things, I feel more at ease overall. And that is a big accomplishment in itself because before I did not think I could feel this way even for a minute. So I appreciate this feeling sometimes things happen to interrupt the good vibe but it's a choice to continue to strive for it.

I want to post a few pics of some cute tops Genesis Clothing sent me to wear. The tops are adorable and perfect to look cute and laid back. Not to mention they are so comfortable. They are also very affordable for any budget.
check out my Instagram: meomeeoow for their link in the pictures :]

Thank you Genesis, fashion makes me so happy ^.^

 Positive mind. Positive vibes. Positive life.



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